Wow. Another year about to come to an end. What a crazy year this was. Who knew everything that I would go through 365 days ago when this year was just beginning. Who knew the changes in store for me. It's not what I had planned for myself, but who would? Can't imagine someone saying "I want a chronic disease, and I want to take handfuls of medications every day, and I want to have to spend lots of time waiting in doctor's waiting rooms, and I want to give my blood to the vampire techs each month, and I want to have to change everything I love about my lifestyle". No, I can't imagine anyone would. But it's my life now. My new normal.
What have I learned?
I have learned that I have the most amazing family. I knew that before all of this, but I have an even greater respect and admiration for them. I adore my children. They are two of the most interesting people I know. And my husband is simply more incredible than I could have ever asked for. And it is only because of the three of them that I am as healthy as I am now. And my parents, both mine and his, are four of the most supportive people. I am truly blessed.
I have learned what is really important to me. Since I don't have the time I used to have (apparently we are not meant to use all 24 hours God gives us each day) nor the energy I used to have, I have learned what is truly important to me in this life and focus my energy there. And I don't even miss all of the "other" stuff. How funny is that?
Happy New Year! May the coming year be full of Health and Happiness.
Until next time,
Nicky
Thursday, December 31, 2009
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